I am Home

A gazillion number of events have turned my love-life upside down. This has happened many times. More often, i turn three-hundred-sixty degrees from one unfaithful chapter to another, yet I still have stood standing, and still smiling. Have I grown tired? Certainly, not.

Recovery to another recovery, and yet my heart never tires all of it. Until then, i realize that second chances eventually lead to happy endings. And now, I made a stop again.

My friends have been sooo tired hearing this line from me: "This is it na gyud". Yet they have never seen that my relationships work well. They often think I was the factor of the failure - I immediately repel! I just say, that life is  just like that. It's a matter of "free tasting" and constantly checking of compatibility. If one fails, then let the next searching begin.

Now that I have turn a month to this current relatonship now, let me cross my fingers. I honestly say that in most times I have lost my trust to the words "lasting relationships" because it were never true to me. Yet this time, I am just placing my hopes above me, hoping that this will work eventually.

The wit, the strong personality, the appeal, and the incessant dreaming and working for is what I love most to this new one. Not to mention being so visionary, and the skill to make every person say YES. Just my ideal.

I believe i have found what i was looking for - I found my HOME to this new found love. Yet at this time, I'd rather not be too jubilant and confident now that I've learned my life's greatest lesson - Wag magsasalita nang patapos -- not until time will tell you that this finally is HOME.

Right now, I could not ask for more. I am happy, and let me just pray that this is finally it.